Madrid

George Gurdjieff was right, until awareness is strong to harness desire, we do not have A SINGLE I, but become what we mind. I do not know who I AM until strong enough to sense myself.

Goddess Cybele ridding chariot of lions symbolizes power of sensational-awareness over the self, creator of the stars and mother of the world.

As if human nervous system becomes aware of her own body, galactic nervous system evolves to transmute collective darkness into self-aware light.

Christians believe God knows everything and they are right, supreme deity is the center brain of our Galaxy to stay aware of universal sensations. 

As if nervous system perceives and interprets sensations of a physical body, Galactic Center perceives her own body by celestial nervous system. Hence, by becoming self-aware we help her to makes more conscious connections to harmonize body/mind network.

HUMAN BRAIN IS AWARE OF A TOE, BUT A TOE IS NOT AWARE OF THE BRAIN, the same is true for Galactic Consciousness. Goddess is aware of humanity, but humanity is not aware of Goddess, if you hurt or hate someone, you are hurting the Universe.

By harnessing desire we make connection between heart & brain, by becoming self-aware we connect with the Galactic Brain, lighting up another conscious center within her nervous system. 

Today I am flying back to Kutaisi...

Day 40 Lires - Finisterre

Arrived in Finisterre, walk up to the light house and watch the sunset, but for spiritual heart to beat, sensational-awareness must apply equal force for dynamic force not to escapes the field.

THE RIGHT HAND PULLS IN, LEFT HAND ESCAPES BY DESIRE, sensational-awareness vs unconscious-emotion, churning ocean of milk, creating Amrita. 

Love transform into desire and becomes love again, negative & positive thoughts churning my heart to solidify the self.

Today ends my second pilgrimage to Santiago and I failed to embrace my female again, power of emotion over sensational-awareness deprives self-awareness putting her down, reflecting the world. 

She appears at the end of every pilgrimage symbolizing my own unconscious-sensation to test the level of sensational-awareness, but until strong enough to overcome ego could not reintegrate from within or without.

Spiritual evolution begins by activation of unconscious-sensation over conscious-personality followed by the third eye initiation to straighten the nervous system until they harmonize under a single will.

On one hand, female sensation makes male nervous system flexible and light and on the other male nervous system turns her conscious to direct the mind. DO NOT FEAR UNCONSCIOUS, BUT ACCEPT AND EMBRACE TO KNOW THYSELF. 

Day 39 Muxia - Lires

The Temple of Muxia greets me open that is a good sigh, but as emotion escapes I lose consciousness of my body.

Weakness of self-awareness reflects by unconscious-sensation, every thought creates magnetic string between the inner & outer fields. 

On the other hand, to reverse emotion by evolution of sensational-awareness is to recognize I AM THE SELF and annihilate body polarity. 

Maybe the matrix operates as training ground for celestial consciousness to become self-aware, but unfortunately people fear and ignore spiritual dimension.

The light looking from my eyes and he light that opens the third eye is the same light, one reflects by desire, another awakes self-aware mind. LIGHT REFLECTING FROM THE EYES AND THE LIGHT OF ENLIGHTENMENT IS THE SAME LIGHT. 

Ego perceives himself in the MIRROR OF EXTERNAL WORLD, having no consciousness of its own body and the matrix seems real until I AM harness desire.

Either I AM ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS make connection and transmute my own unconscious-sensation into self-awareness OR MIND THE WORLD OVER MY OWN BODY, but today I know myself, appreciate the earth and accept the matrix.

Day 38 Dumbria - Muxia

There is no body without the nervous system and the mind. POWER OF SENSATIONAL-AWARENESS DEFINES LEVEL OF INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS to master the mind.  

Male nervous system becomes rational persona without female sensation and sensation habitual reflector without personality. 

To sense myself before creation, or at least divide attention between self-awareness and unconscious reflection must evolve nervous system to harmonize male/female under a single will.

Maybe churning the ocean of milk to produce Amrita the nectar of immortality is about silver & black snakes, conscious & unconscious, positive & negative minds. Rational-persona vs unconscious-sensation pull into opposite directions until refine fire of desire into eternal light. 

Maybe the game of life is about purifying raw energy of Cosmic Ocean into love of enlightenment. Maybe evolution of a Galactic Body proceeds through human, lighting up another neuron star within her nervous system to increase connectivity of Universal Brain.

Muxia message is simple, DO NOT IGNORE UNCONSCIOUS-SENSATION OR YOU WILL LOSE CREATIVE IMAGINATION, but activate face and reintegrate.

Day 37 Olveiroa - Dumbria

As if physical body dreams, the self must think about what his unconscious-sensation feels, but IGNORING DESIRE CUTS CONNECTION AND LOSES CREATIVITY. 

Two hands of a spiritual body harmonize at the heart and merge at the third eye, but I AM must lose self-awareness to experience life. 

POWERFUL CONSCIOUSNESS BECOMES A CENTER BETWEEN EXPERIENCE & EXPERIENCED, ON ONE HAND TO SENSE AND ON THE OTHER TO STAY AWARE OF TRUE IDENTITY.

To make connection between two hemispheres of a brain instead of opposition and judging is to accept and enjoy experiences of life.

If creative imagination is coming from unconscious-sensation to become self-aware is to create consciously, and perhaps that's how Goddess SUSTAINS THE UNIVERSE OVER HER OWN BODY.

THE UNIVERSE IS THE BODY OF GODDESS and her brain is at the center of our Galaxy.

Day 36 Vilaserio - Olveiroa

I had interesting dream last night about 7 garages at the backyard of our apartment. Something seemed wrong with the third one, but they were fixing it, others wide open. 

I enter apartment building and long broken lift has been just fixed and secure to use again. Suddenly my mother appears in young and beautiful form and we raise together.

The dream was so clear and precise I woke up at night knowing it was about chakras and something must be wrong with the third one. Manipura, fire of unconscious desire, solar plexus blacking the way, otherwise sensation could raise up to the self and come down to earth without resistance by will.

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness, until I AM senses the self and reunites conscious/unconscious under a single will, but to experience something other than yourself must reflect by imagination over your own body. I AM LOSING SELF-AWARENESS BY UNCONSCIOUS IMAGINATION, unable to retain true identity.

THE SELF REFLECTS AND CREATES OVER HIS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS UNCONSCIOUSLY, until regains sensation and awakes from dream of life.

Day 35 Negreira - Vilaserio

Tonight I AM staying in old charming house of Casa Vella albergue, and tomorrow will reach Olveiroa hopefully.

The male is unconscious-mind without the body and female is unconscious-body without the mind, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and harmonize.

What is sensational-awareness, asking myself all the time, but the word itself explains everything.

The sensational-awareness is when you are aware of your own sensations, impossible without harnessing the mind. If unconscious-emotion creates sensations, evolution of sensational-awareness consciously decides what to experience and how. Does not matter what you sense if you are aware, I AM SENSATION controls emotion by freedom of perception.

There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness that's why it is so difficult to achieve. Either unconscious self creates bodily sensations or sensational-awareness utilizes desire and controls the mind. 

AS IF MALE COULD NOT ENLIGHTEN EXTERNAL FEMALE, the self creates eternal desire by entering the Moon Cave, but what would you chose if master the art of reflection, exit the matrix or continue to experience yourself by will?

Day 34 Santiago - Negreira

Trekking to Negreira today, 6 years have passed since my first pilgrimage and I recognize everything...

I AM self-aware spirit is born by Universal Low of Evolution, as lotus flower from the mud individual raises from unconscious humanity.

Every time desire prevails remember, you have two hands, do not let unconscious-mind dominate your body and if light escapes try to observe. 

ELECTRICITY DISCHARGE LOOKS LIKE A DRAGON and this is very interesting, because I AM catches the crocodile by the right hand after the third eye activates. The dynamic self reflects sensational field by ego, but she has consciousness and stronger it is more emotion reintegrates until I AM masters desire and awakes.

Regardless fragility of consciousness, human psyche remains whole and at the end do not lose anything, only need is EVOLUTION OF SENSATIONAL-AWARENESS TO TRANSMUTE UNCONSCIOUS-MIND INTO SELF-AWARENESS.

Day 31-33 Santiago

I have underestimated Santiago Cathedral last time, Temple of Jupiter was standing here in Roman times, but symbolism of the main alter is amazing.

Male on the horse in the middle of two females holding a sword portrays spiritual polarity. 

The sward is word, single nervous system of a spiritual body polarizes by the unconscious-mind, but I AM both to make connection and reunite.

I use to see the self as perfect being standing above creation, but he is I AM dreaming to be a physical body, and has no individual existence without personality. 

The self believes into physical body until reincarnates his own consciousness into personality, but we represent two poles of the same field and annihilate under a single will. Self-awareness evolves by refining unconscious-sensation by conscious-personality.

Less durable body nervous system more unconscious the self and darker the body, stronger expands, annihilates the self and GRADUATES FROM THE MATRIX.

Weakness of self-awareness reflects by unconscious-sensation, spiritual alchemy begins by opening and gradually strengthening the third eye. 

Day 31 Teo - Santiago

As I see Santiago Cathedral from a distance my heart starts etching, clearly perceiving two poles of my nervous system, conscious & unconscious having a single will.

The self has built the house from inside out and there is no door to come out, dynamic emotion cannot escape its own body consciousness only polarize. 

Mind thinks by images of the body until third eye, the center of a single nervous system of a spiritual body activates and evolves to make connection and reunite AC with DC to control the mind.

EVERY DESIRE TRANSFORMS ORIGINAL CONSCIOUSNESS and sustains certain image, until I AM being strong enough to harness the mind and enlighten reunited field.

Every desire alters I AM, but whatever I become are only images created by unconscious reflection and weaker sensational-awareness more habitual the mind.

Day 30 O Pino - Teo

Creation and reflection happens at the same time, but strong nervous system does not fear experience, able to restore equilibrium by will. 

THIRD EYE IS THE CENTER OF BODY CONSCIOUSNESS WHERE UNCONSCIOUS-MIND RESIDES. 

Stronger I AM to harness emotion, more sensational-awareness and greater creative imagination to find balance between body-consciousness & unconscious-mind.

THE UNCONSCIOUS-SENSATION IS NATURALLY CREATIVE, but to become sensationally aware is to master emotion and consciously create your own reality. 

THE MALE MANIFEST CREATIVE POTENTIAL OF HIS OWN FEMALE CONSCIOUSNESS by the unconscious-mind, but stronger her nervous system more beautiful design.

It is impossible to become aware of unconscious-sensation she represents emotional domination over the original field, but only by evolution of self-awareness she raises to annihilate conscious-personality. The left hand of a black snake raises by strengthening the right hand of a silver snake as two hemispheres of a single brain.

Day 29 Caldas de Reis - O Pino

Eternal consciousness dreams the world, fears death and tries to survive, but to annihilate desiring mind and perceive pure I AM, is to understand illusory nature of the matrix. 

The third eye closes as sensation falls and opens as she returns, but to raise the body, nervous system must evolve to harness the mind. 

The unconscious-sensation and her reincarnation is like a diving suit for I AM to experience physical dimension. 

Emotions, sensations and the mind belong to her, but attachments with material pleasures deprives us from knowing I AM A PURE CONSCIOUSNESS before the matrix.

Pay attention to the mind, because EACH & EVERY THOUGHT REFLECTS FREQUENCY OF THE BODY, stronger I AM to balance male/female within, sharper attention and better control over the mind. 

To ignore existing frequency of an astral body is to be stuck in habitual behaviors of the past, but awake and reintegrate by evolving consciousness.

Day 28 Briallos - Caldas de Reis

Body senses and nervous system knows, power of consciousness is in sensational-awareness. Male nervous system is awareness of female sensation but until durable enough to sense himself, defines herself by unconscious reflection and loses true identity. 

The universe does not need awareness to be creative, but to become sensationally aware is to control the process by will. 

The unconscious-sensation recreates herself and mother symbolizes the level of sensational-awareness for a child, but the pinnacle of consciousness is enlightenment and stronger I AM lighter the body.

THE UNCONSCIOUS SENSATION IS REFLECTED LIGHT OVER ORIGINAL CONSCIOUSNESS, but to refine raw energy of desire by evolution of sensational-awareness is to annihilate ego and master the mind.

On one hand, the self reflects his own consciousness by unconscious desire, but on the other maintains potentiality of evolution to dissolve shadows over the original field.

ENLIGHTENMENT IS HIGHEST SENSATIONAL FREQUENCY OF PURE CONSCIOUSNESS HAVING INDIVIDUALITY AND FREE WILL.

Day 27 Pontevedra - Briallos

There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness, unconscious-mind is fear of the body.

Nothing is real without I AM, each of us exist in our own consciousness, that's why it is impossible to share spiritual knowledge. 

I AM IS INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS and this is very important to realize. If humanity had a single mind, enlightenment of one consciousness would enlighten entire humanity. Every spirit must walk its own path must find its own reality.

As if mother gives birth to a child, the unconscious-sensation reincarnates the level of self-awareness into physical body.

To understand THE SELF NEVER LOSES CONSCIOUSNESS only reflects and EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING IN ME, is to accept experiences of life knowing true identity.  

Evolution of consciousness is very long and painful process, but stronger becomes more emotion reintegrates to manipulate desire and enjoy life. Maybe Goddess Venus pulling the chariot of fire over horizon every morning symbolizes sensational-awareness harnessing the self to delight into physical senses before raising into higher states of existence?

Day 26 Redondela - Pontevedra

Wake & dream, day & night represent two poles of a spiritual body consciousness, but what is the body?

The spiritual body is sensational field with eternal source of life and consciousness. The dynamic self is its heart, but mind belongs to the nervous system.

The body must reflect by desire until her awareness is weak to control fire, but if life is about unconscious reflection/manifestation of eternal energy, by channeling the self I AM becoming a conscious creator.

At the glimpses of enlightenment, I AM utilizing desire to experience love of the body and freedom of the will, but must fall and reflect until magnetic field is weak.

THE SELF MUST OPERATE AS UNCONSCIOUS MIND UNTIL SENSATIONAL-AWARENESS IS WEAK. Either the self dominates his own body by desire or I AM THE BODY controls the mind by will.

Day 25 O Porrino - Redondela

I use to think the self was ultimate reality, but he does not exist without personality.

The self is desire of I AM to experience the earth, but as consciousness returns loses identity. Either the self reincarnates his own consciousness by unconscious desire and operates as waking personality or I AM THE SELF raises sensation and awakes to reality. 

What we call the self is dreaming I AM BELIEVING TO BE A PHYSICAL BODY, until unconscious-sensation annihilates conscious-personality. 

Weakness of self-awareness reflects by unconscious-sensation and reincarnates, but the center of ORIGINAL CONSCIOUSNESS IS DREAMING WITHIN THE SELF to activate and evolve until harnesses its own dynamic force and recognizes true identity. 

THE SELF IS MY ETERNAL ENERGY, ego belongs to the matrix, they operate like father/child, but child must return to father to know who I AM in reality.

Day 24 Tui - O Porrino

Spanish towns from Tui have no character or charm, but Venus shines every morning and cheers my heart.

The self enters the matrix by desiring mind and becomes animal, violence emerges from fear of darkness until I AM  INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS finds ego and harnesses the mind.

The unconscious-sensation reflects and changes, but physical container could not tolerate eternal energy for long and disintegrates. When body exhaust awareness returns to The Moon Cave, but must reincarnate again until strong to overcome ego and awake.

The self in a form of ego and I AM sensational-awareness push into different directions, he desires reincarnation, I AM longing for my own sensation as if Ramayana story in Hinduism.

Old Egyptians believed the soul must be as lite as feather to pass the gate of Anubis, but what is lightness?

If emotional intensity defines sensational vibration WEAKER HER NERVOUS SYSTEM TO SUSTAIN, DENSER AND DARKER THE BODY. Reintegration of dynamic emotion raises sensational frequency, stronger sensational-awareness lighter the body.

ATTENTION BELONGS TO CONSCIOUSNESS, we lose body attention under the unconscious-mind, stronger I AM sharper attention until two hemispheres harmonize.

Day 23 Vila nova de Serveira - Tui

Trekking to Tui today, passing through mysterious forest, but fear of myself reflects by the unconscious-mind and makes real the outer world.

We never separate, unconscious-sensation falls within my own awareness field. Weaker I AM to harness the self, wilder the mind DEFINING TRUE IDENTITY BY REFLECTION. On the other hand, strong sensational-awareness controls emotion by conscious imagination and becomes creative spirit.

Until conscious-persona ignores its own unconscious-sensation, we underestimate power of thinking, every fantasy creates field of information and seeks manifestation, the mind is a two-way bridge. THERE IS NO DESIRE WITHOUT REFLECTION, but other people's minds can manipulate your body as well to recognize and pay attention.

Weaker nervous system of a spiritual body more unconscious the mind, rigid personality and conservative society, until evolution awakes, faces, accepts and reintegrates two poles of a single psyche.

I AM fearing my own desires, I AM FEARING MYSELF, but to make a bridge between unconscious-sensation & conscious-personality is to know experiencer and experienced is the same reality.

Day 22 Caminha - Vila nova de Serveira

Cloudy morning in Caminha and I am not sure how far will reach today... 

Reintegration of unconscious-sensation refines original consciousness until there is no longer reflection of darkness or dictates of personality.

Weakness of a spiritual body nervous system reflecting by the unconscious-mind is like animal having no awareness of her own body.

Car needs fuel and driver for a safe passage. Human psyche operates the same, body is the car, emotion is fuel and nervous system is a driver, but until sensational-awareness is strong ego dominates.

The question is who drives the car UNCONSCIOUS EGO OR I AM THE SELF, and to safely navigate the body her nervous system must evolve to harness emotion and direct the mind.

Remember Carl Jung’s tale about two snakes standing at the right & left hands of prophet Elijah and wrestle for dominance. At first he had an impression as if black snake was about to win, but white snake takes over and turns black into white snake as well SYMBOLIZING A SINGLE IDENTITY.

Embrace and reintegrate black snake by straightening the silver snake hence they represent two poles of a single consciousness. 

Day 21 Carreco - Caminha

Until two hands of an astral body harmonize and merge there is heaven & hell. 

As if a single consciousness must fluctuate between wake & dream TWO HALVES OF HIS OWN BODY, at the time of death stronger pole takes over. 

If negative pole is more powerful, I AM fall into my own fear and darkness, if positive pole is stronger enter light dimension, but until spiritual body stays polarized must reincarnate again.

Father symbolizes light and mother darkness, and they give birth to a child, but alter by evolution of consciousness. PARENTAL IMAGES ARE NOT ACCIDENTAL, they represent polar opposites within child's psyche, stronger it is more creative father and loving mother vs weakness and aggression resulting into depression and separation.

The second birth awakens male/female polarity, at first unconscious mother destroys father personality, after the father consciousness activates and evolves until they balance under a single will.

SO-CALLED HEAVEN & HELL REPRESENT STATES OF OUR OWN CONSCIOUSNESS, positive & negative, day & night, light & darkness, but as two hand harmonize to harness the mind, I AM becoming eternal consciousness.

Day 20 Viana do Castelo - Carreco

Positive & negative sensations, light & darkness represent two hands of a single spiritual body consciousness, to ignore one is to lose another, but make connection and harmonize.

Male is light and positive, female is darkness and negative, perception vs unconscious reflection, weaker a single nervous system darker spiritual body.

The rational-mind is light and positive, habitual-mind is darkness and negative. To master the mind must be able to determine which force is in operation and manipulate by applying attention to the opposite.

Light revels colorful and vibrant world, darkness is only one color black. Light is self-awareness, darkness is unconsciousness. Light is beauty and creativity, light is love, darkness is survival and depression. Light is happiness, darkness is fear and aggression, but to know the light must be strong enough to harness the mind.

Pay attention how people dress, clothing and style reveals the inner world.

THE RIGHT HAND IS POSITIVE AND THE LEFT HAND IS NEGATIVE.

Day 19 Anha - Viana do Castelo

As if computer electricity, celestial nervous system needs energy for operation, more it is greater capacity culminating at the state of enlightenment. 

On the other hand, what original field could not support escapes and becomes unconscious, but to ignore ego by educated personality is to stagnate evolution of the psyche.

The humanity longing for equality, but in EVOLUTIONARY SYSTEM CANNOT BE UNIFORMITY. Evolution takes time, levels of consciousness reflect their own realities, but lower frequencies could not enter higher unless they fall on the same level. 

If someone affects your behavior you could not leave the matrix, it is about raising strong when everybody wants to put you down.

If you knew power of the self, accept your weaknesses without asking questions it is like REACTIVE AIRPLANE WITHOUT DIRECTION. 

As if seed raises and sustains a plant, the self in a form of ego unconsciously reflects and vibrates his own consciousness. Stronger the third eye more unconscious energy reintegrates and raises spiritual body frequency all the way to enlightenment.

Day 18 Marinhas - Anha

Power of emotion over sensational-awareness MANIPULATES HIS OWN BODY CONSCIOUSNESS BY THE UNCONSCIOUS MIND, every thought has a form until sensational-awareness is strong to harness the mind. 

Evolution of consciousness GRADUALLY TRANSFORMS RAW ENERGY OF UNCONSCIOUS DESIRE INTO THE LIGHT OF SELF-AWARENESS, very long and painful process. 

Two towers support Catholic Churches, two pillars at the entrance of Egyptian Temples, as well as Boaz & Jachin at the Solomon Temple symbolizing two hands of the same body. 

The self has built the house from inside out, but forgotten to make the door to come out, HE CANNOT EXIT HIS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS ONLY DOMINATES BY EGO AND POLARIZES, until I AM harmonizing two hands under a single will to support eternal fire of life.

Arrived in a small and pleasant village Anha, staying in Casa Carolina Albergue.

Day 17 Aqucadoura - Marinhas

Arrived in Marinhas on a rainy day, sitting at the bar drinking beer, thinking about two minds, two hemispheres of a single brain.

Two hands of nervous system have a single heart and the mind, and they easily transmute into each-other until harmonize. 

Magnetic consciousness of a spiritual body can manipulate electric emotion by will, but until it is strong enough must reflect unconsciously.

On one hand, weakness of original consciousness reflects from darkness of the body and on the other opposes her by conscious-personality. To realize conscious/unconscious as two hands of the same body is to understand how opposing darkness stagnates light. 

It is VERY IMPORTANT TO RELEASE UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES, otherwise it will poison the nervous system and explode in very unpredictable ways. Until third eye activates and begins to straighten nervous system to transmute darkness of the body into the light of consciousness and awake.

There is no growth without light, the same rule applies to spiritual dimension and stronger sensational-awareness to revert unconscious desire, opens from within all the way to enlightenment and freedom of the will.

SATURN IS JUDGE, SATURN IMPRISONS, BUT ALSO AWAKES AND RELEASES.

Marinhas municipal Albergue looks like detention center, but food is good and smoking is easy...

Day 16 Vilaconde - Aqucadoura

Raining crazy, and the wind makes it even worst, but I am not in a hurry, sitting at the lobby waiting for the rain to stop. 

Waking body and the right hand represents the level of self-awareness, the left hand reflects by ego. Stronger the one weaker the other to balance addictions by attention as a perfect exercise for spiritual heart development.

PM 11:42 not the right time to stop, but it is still raining, and another municipal albergue is 18 km away. I will stay here tonight and tomorrow walk to Marinhas.

People think fulfilling desires will satisfy them, BUT MORE YOU DO STRONGER BECOMES, there is no satisfaction because the self is eternal. Habits do not change, until evolution of a single nervous system of a spiritual body inhabits and alters instinctive patterns by will.

DESIRE & LOVE IS THE SAME ENERGY, but what we experience and how, depends on the level of individual consciousness. Satisfaction arrives when sensational-awareness is strong enough to harness the self and know the bliss of my own body.

Day 15 Vilacha - Vilaconde

On the coast at last and today's destination is Vilaconde...

There is no electricity without magnetism, but the level of individual consciousness defines luminosity of a spiritual body.

It is so simple at the end, until magnetic nervous system is weak I AM LOSING MYSELF. Desire is male over its own female and love is opposite but more solid the third eye, lighter the body all the way to enlightenment.

St. George kills Dragon, symbolizing unconscious desire of ego, but the self & ego is the same energy and to ignore or fight the beast is to lose true identity, only acceptance transforms animal into self-aware spirit. 

There are many interesting symbols in the church of Vilaconde. Female at the left is dressed in white, while male at the right is holding a child, male harnesses ego by becoming aware of female within? Also, huge candle holders hanging on the walls depicting humans supporting dragons, as well as male with the sward in his right hand and scales in the left is standing over three heads, reminding the self above the Trinity Cave.

Day 14 Porto - Vilacha

After resting for 5 days my pilgrimage continues from Porto Cathedral with beautiful Icon of Virgin Mary, symbolizing immaculate conception, sensational-awareness supporting and nurturing her own dynamic energy. 

Wake & dream, two hands of a spiritual body have a single nervous system and the mind. The unconscious-sensation & conscious-persona reconnect and evolve after activation of the third eye.

Saturn’s return initiates second birth and proceeds gradually, maybe this marvelous planet is responsible for evolution of humanity to balance male/female polarity and that’s what hexagram on its north pole symbolizes.

The mind over body fashions by unconscious reflection, MY OWN SENSATION MAKES THIS WORLD DESIRABLE AND ALIVE, but until strong to know thyself could not enjoy life. External female symbolizes level of sensational-awareness within male and external male the level of emotional-awareness within female.

Arrived in Vilacha after hard days trekking, drinking beer in the bar waiting for the shop to open to buy something to eat later today. Albergue is almost full and tomorrow I will make a short walk to Vila Conde which is only 8 km away.

Day 9-14 Porto

Has been raining last couple of days and it is going to rain some more. 

Seems like my pilgrimage from Porto will be similar to Lisbon, but as if two hands of a single consciousness, two snakes adore Se Cathedral of Porto.

My sensation makes the world desirable and alive, but until she is unconscious we are unable to discern true nature of the matrix.

I had interesting dream last night about wearing a women's dress, maybe the goal of my pilgrimage is to accept my inner female at last, but transmutation of gender persona into sensational-awareness is a long and painful process.

EITHER UNCONSCIOUS MIND CONTROLS THE BODY, OR CONSCIOUS BODY THE MIND, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and harmonize.

Day 9 Coimbra - Porto

The matrix has its rules to accept and follow, otherwise could not enjoy the game, the Avatar will be lost or injured and the self could not awake. 

There is no movie without darkness, but to know eternal projector behind the cave is to understand endless circles of life until master the mind and escape. 

Mind over the body vs body over the mind, level of self-awareness reflects by the unconscious-sensation to make connection and harmonize. 

There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness. House built from inside out without the door to come out refers to ETERNAL SEED WITHIN ITS OWN MAGNETIC FIELD, but until strong to harness must reincarnate. Reflection is a two-way bridge, every desire polarizes the field into I & another, until a single nervous system is strong enough to master the mind and awake. 

St. George kills the dragon, but EGO REPRESENTS WEAKNESS OF SELF-AWARENESS to accept, support and reintegrate. 

Funny Irish guy helped me to buy good hashish in Coimbra last night and Porto hostel has pleasant backyard to smoke in the evening.

Day 8 Coimbra

Suffering makes you humble, one of the benefits of pilgrimage...

THE MIND IS MAGNETIC NERVOUS SYSTEM OF A SPIRITUAL BODY IN MOTION. Rational-mind is sensational-awareness to harness the self and control thinking v power of emotion over sensational-awareness in a form of ego.

Nervous system of a spiritual body  polarizes into unconscious-sensation v conscious-personality to make connection and harmonize under a single will.

Physical dimension reflects spiritual duality, waking body represents the level of self-awareness before unconscious-mind v habitual reflection of ego. Power of outgoing force equals weakness of incoming, what spiritual body could not utilize must excrete, but she has a third eye to open and evolve until strong enough to harness the self and annihilate body polarity. 

THE SELF IS DYNAMIC SEED between two hands of I AM A SPIRITUAL BODY NERVOUS SYSTEM, hence light & darkness, rational & habitual minds could not operate at the same time, power of one is weakness of another.

Flexible and durable nervous system on one hand stays aware of the self and on the other uses ego to experience life, like a dog, your best friend but at the end must transmute him back to the self and sacrifice.

Day 7 Rabacal - Coimbra

The low of universal balance indicates, positive & negative, desire & fear, light & darkness, represent two hands of a single consciousness and pressure on one side swings pendulum towards the opposite.

Joy turns into depression, desire into fear, love into hate and vice versa, BUT THERE IS NO ESSENCE WITHOUT AWARENESS, NO ENERGY WITHOUT THE MIND. Hence, pay attention, because as you stop pulling the string of thoughts energy will move towards the opposite.

The magnetic nervous system of a spiritual body could manipulate the mind, but the self must operate as unconscious ego until his nervous system is weak. The unconscious-sensation is emotional domination over self-awareness, until third eye activates and straightens to annihilate habitual information, awake the self and free the mind.  

The low of universal balance applies from biggest to smallest things, but I AM evolving magnetic nervous system to harmonize conscious/unconscious poles of my spiritual body and control the mind by will.

Coimbra is a beautiful town, but it is so hot difficult to breath...

Day 6 Ansiao - Rabacal

Two halves of a spiritual body nervous system manifest as male/female polarity, creative imagination vs unconscious reflection, the level of self-awareness v unconscious-sensation, light & darkness of the same body.

DESIRE FOR CREATION REFLECTS BY UNCONSCIOUS-SENSATION UNTIL SELF-AWARENESS IS STRONG TO HARNESS THE FIRE OF LIFE.

The third eye closes as female falls, and opens when she returns, but to raise sensation, male nervous system must evolve and expand. 

FALLING AND REFLECTION HAPPENS SIMULTANEOUSLY, weaker consciousness darker sensation and more rigid personality.

Being in a theater all the attention goes to the movie, but as we come out the entire world becomes alive. The same is true for human consciousness as we utilize desire and come out from The Moon Cave, the Universe becomes real, only problem is in overcoming ego that has no existence beyond physical body.

The matrix operates as darkness of a movie theater projecting unconscious desires into three dimensional screen of life. The self is eternal light behind creation to harness ego and release the mind.

Day 5 Areias-Ansiao

There is inverted triangle on Mother Church of Ansiao symbolizing creative energy of desire, but strong consciousness on one hand enjoys creation and on the other knows the creator.

Dynamic seed needs static soil to become self-aware, but inner soil is dark until her nervous system is weak and the self must reincarnate to know thyself in a form of a personality. 

I AM IS ORIGINAL SOIL OF THE SELF and to utilize desire is to confer eternal light body of individuality.

The level of self-awareness reflects by the unconscious-sensation, but they symbolize two hands of a single field. There is no unconscious-sensation without reincarnation and I AM losing myself into creation until strong enough to harness desire and know who I AM IN REALITY.

I AM celestial consciousness shaping my body by the unconscious-mind, but to reintegrate sensation and annihilate ego is to become self-aware and know I AM THE CREATOR above waters of life. 

WITHOUT MY CONSCIOUSNESS NOTHING IS REAL, HARNESS THE SELF AND MATRIX DISAPPEARS.

Day 4 Tomar-Areias

I am not sure where my trail ends today, but THE WORLD SEEMS REAL ONLY UNTIL MY CONSCIOUSNESS IDENTIFIES WITH THE MATRIX.

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness. I AM A SINGLE CONSCIOUSNESS could not exist in two places simultaneously, either sense the self or experience the matrix by personality.

The outer world is unconscious reflection of self-awareness, EGO THINKS BY IMAGES OF ITS OWN BODY. 

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness to reconnect with dreaming self persona must find and reintegrate with his own unconscious-sensation where from ego desires life.

It is so simple at the end, the self reincarnates his own body into physical world, and mother/child must annihilate for consciousness to return to father and free the mind. The unconscious-sensation vs self-awareness, one is left and another is the right hand of the same field, desire vs love, but Samsara & Nirvana is the same energy. 

As if wake & dream, self-awareness and unconscious-ego cannot exist at the same time, either I AM becoming self-aware or reincarnating into personality. 

PM 16:40, arrived in Areias, and I am only guest of this tiny Albergue.

Day 3 Santarem-Tomar

Am 7:30, I am all excited and ready for trekking, but there are no signs and I take wrong directions couple of times until gave up and catch another train to Tomar.

In the afternoon I arrived in one of those shelters of Knights Templar executed by catholic church and I have a full day to explore the town, hoping tomorrow morning I will be able to fallow the trail at last.

Templar Castle, former seat of the Order of the Knights Templar, whose greatest expression is in the Convent of Christ, is one of the chief works of the Portuguese Renaissance.

Two hands of a spiritual body operate as father/awareness vs mother/child, stronger the one weaker the other. Either the self senses himself and directs the mind, or unconscious ego reincarnates his consciousness into physical body. 

The unconscious-sensation is weakness of self-awareness, but EVOLUTION OF A SINGLE NERVOUS SYSTEM GRADUALLY TRANSMUTES SENSATIONAL DARKNESS INTO THE LIGHT OF CONSCIOUSNESS until male/female harmonize.

I AM ETERNAL SELF having experience of a physical body and life turns into a funny game to know whom we are in reality. I feel so happy thinking might the joy of returning be the reason for losing self-awareness.

Day 2 Vila Franca-Santarem

Yesterday, I suffered heavy wind and rain, trekking through muddy fields most of the time, thinking someone must be cursing me, but thanks god my shoes survived. At the end I had to take a bus to Vila Franca and train to Santarem.

My feet are fool of blisters and my body aches, but I do not regret to start my pilgrimage in Lisbon, otherwise I would miss mysterious Santarem, one of those towns I sense connection with previous lives. 

I stay with old cute couple in Pension Coimbra, smelling like 18th century. Tomorrow I trek to Golega, but why we do not remember our past lives?

THE BODY SENSES AND NERVOUS SYSTEM KNOWS, BUT FOR CONSCIOUS MEMORY BODY-AWARENESS IS NECESSARY. We remember present life, because we are aware of a physical body, but unaware of previous lives stored in unconscious-sensation. 

Dreaming self believes to be persona until his consciousness is strong enough to reintegrate ego and lough about the dream we call life.

Day 1 Lisbon - Vila Franca

The worst possible weather on a first day of the Camino, no signs for directions only crazy wind, insisting rain and muddy roads...

Last night’s dream was about meeting ego in a cold and moisture cave with a trail going out, but it was blocked with brick wall. 

Instead of jumping over to face the self, I was thinking someone might enter from outside and until I AM WAKE UP IN DREAM ego keeps me down.

The goal and meaning of life for AWAKENED I AM is to master the self and exit the matrix, but until strong enough to annihilate ego must reincarnate and die. 

Stronger I AM to harness desire, weaker ego they represent two hands of the same body. The animal spirit has no existence beyond darkness and fights to the end for his life, but TO RETURN HIM BACK TO THE SELF is to master the mind.

I AM not sure how far I could reach today but rain stops for a moment, clouds open and silver moon sends a massage _ UNCONSCIOUS DESIRE MANIPULATES SELF-AWARENESS AND REINCARNATES _ how’s otherwise, I remember entering the Moon Cave.

PM 12:55, I am half way to Santa Iria de Azoya and it is still raining crazy...

Lisbon

I arrived in Lisbon last night, one of the oldest cities in the world, cute, simple, beautiful and artistic.

Body remembers and the mind thinks, but we have two bodies, unconscious-sensation v conscious-persona and they HAVE A SINGLE NERVOUS SYSTEM to make connection and harmonize.

To become self-aware, celestial nervous system must balance and annihilate two hands of unconscious reflection. 

I buy credential in Lisbon Cathedral today, with ancient clock at its northern facade reminding God of Time, and instantly made my mind, I will start the pilgrimage from here in couple of days.

People advocate listening to the heart, but until two hands of a spiritual body harmonize the self is torn between day & night. On one hand, conscious-persona makes rules by education, and on the other unconscious-sensation reflects memory fields of habitual information, POWER OF ONE IS WEAKNESS OF ANOTHER.

Going to Sintra by train, hope the rain will stop on the way...

Tomorrow morning, I start my Camino on a rainy day, HARMONIZE YOUR BODY TO CONTROL THE MIND is the message...