The unconscious-sensation is reflected light over original consciousness, the self creates and supports shadows by desire. To refine raw energy by evolution of sensational-awareness is to sense the self and master fire.
MALE NERVOUS SYSTEM IS AWARENESS OF A FEMALE SENSATION, but until I AM strong to know my own body, ignore her and create illusion of control by educating personality. On one hand, the self reflects his own consciousness, but on the other maintains potentiality of evolution to reintegrate and dissolve shadows over original identity.
At the glimpses of enlightenment, I AM IS PURE CONSCIOUSNESS HAVING FREE WILL.