The matrix has its rules to accept and follow, otherwise could not enjoy the game, the Avatar will be lost or injured and the self could not awake.
There is no movie without darkness, but to know eternal projector behind the cave is to understand endless circles of life until master the mind and escape.
Mind over the body vs body over the mind, level of self-awareness reflects by the unconscious-sensation to make connection and harmonize.
There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness. House built from inside out without the door to come out refers to ETERNAL SEED WITHIN ITS OWN MAGNETIC FIELD, but until strong to harness must reincarnate. Reflection is a two-way bridge, every desire polarizes the field into I & another, until a single nervous system is strong enough to master the mind and awake.
St. George kills the dragon, but EGO REPRESENTS WEAKNESS OF SELF-AWARENESS to accept, support and reintegrate.
Funny Irish guy helped me to buy good hashish in Coimbra last night and Porto hostel has pleasant backyard to smoke in the evening.