Wednesday, April 16, 2025

Day 9-14 Porto

Has been raining last couple of days and it is going to rain some more. Seems like my pilgrimage from Porto will be similar to Lisbon, but as if two hands of a single consciousness, two snakes adore Se Cathedral of Porto.

My sensation makes the world desirable and alive, but until she is unconscious we are unable to discern true nature of the Matrix.

I had interesting dream last night about wearing a women's dress, maybe the goal of my pilgrimage is to accept my inner female at last. Transmutation of gender persona into sensational-awareness is a long and painful process to reintegrate desiring mind.

EITHER UNCONSCIOUS MIND CONTROLS THE BODY, OR CONSCIOUS BODY THE MIND, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and harmonize.

As if physical body dreams, the self loses himself into unconscious reflection having no idea who he really is, until I AM his consciousness raise sensation and awake.

Cloudy morning in Porto, but does not rain. I am not sure about today's final destination, but ready to start my pilgrimage right away...