The worst possible weather on a first day of the Camino, no signs for directions only crazy wind, insisting rain and muddy roads...
Instead of jumping over to face the self, I was thinking someone might enter from outside and until I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO WAKE UP IN DREAM ego dominates perception to keep me down.
The meaning of life for AWAKENED I AM is to master the self and exit the Matrix, but until strong enough to annihilate ego and free unconscious-sensation must reincarnate and die.
Stronger self-awareness to harness desire, weaker ego they represent two hands of the same body. The animal spirit has no existence beyond darkness, and TO RETURN SENSATION BACK TO THE SELF is to annihilate ego and direct the mind.
I AM not sure how far I could reach today, but rain stops for a moment, clouds open and Silver Moon sends a massage _ unconscious desire manipulates the level of self-awareness by ego _ how’s otherwise, I remember entering the Moon Cave.
PM 12:55, I am half way to Santa Iria de Azoya and it is still raining crazy...