There is inverted triangle on Mother Church of Ansiao symbolizing creative energy of desire, but strong consciousness on one hand enjoys creation and on the other knows the creator.
Dynamic seed needs static soil to become self-aware, but inner soil is dark until her nervous system is weak and the self must reincarnate to know thyself in a form of a personality.
I AM IS ORIGINAL SOIL OF THE SELF and to utilize desire is to confer eternal light body of individuality.
The level of self-awareness reflects by the unconscious-sensation, but they symbolize two hands of a single field. There is no unconscious-sensation without reincarnation and I AM losing myself into creation until strong enough to harness desire and know who I AM IN REALITY.
I AM celestial consciousness shaping my body by the unconscious-mind, but to reintegrate sensation and annihilate ego is to become self-aware and know I AM THE CREATOR above waters of life.
WITHOUT MY CONSCIOUSNESS NOTHING IS REAL, HARNESS THE SELF AND MATRIX DISAPPEARS.