Lisbon

I arrived in Lisbon last night, one of the oldest cities in the world, cute, simple, beautiful and artistic.

Body remembers and the mind thinks, but we have two bodies, unconscious-sensation v conscious-persona and they HAVE A SINGLE NERVOUS SYSTEM to make connection and harmonize.

To become self-aware, celestial nervous system must balance and annihilate two hands of unconscious reflection. 

I buy credential in Lisbon Cathedral today, with ancient clock at its northern facade reminding God of Time, and instantly made my mind, I will start the pilgrimage from here in couple of days.

People advocate listening to the heart, but until two hands of a spiritual body harmonize the self is torn between day & night. On one hand, conscious-persona makes rules by education, and on the other unconscious-sensation reflects memory fields of habitual information, POWER OF ONE IS WEAKNESS OF ANOTHER.

Going to Sintra by train, hope the rain will stop on the way...

Tomorrow morning, I start my Camino on a rainy day, HARMONIZE YOUR BODY TO CONTROL THE MIND is the message...

Madrid

Not missing my bus to Madrid was a magic, practicing attention of a spiritual body that experiences the world by physical senses. 

Rio hostel feels like a dark cave, but Madrid has beautiful buildings, museums and churches.

Cannot have enough of Cybele Fountain that has been standing in this emblematic square since 1782. One of the city’s most famous landmarks, Mother of the Gods and Roman Goddess of fertility.

As if female for male, the matrix is external for the self, but becomes internal as we identify our own consciousness with it. TO DESIRE YOUR OWN SENSATION MUST PROJECT HER OUT FIRST and that is how ego comes into existence, until I AM strong enough to annihilate desiring self.  

THE SELF IS UNIVERSAL LIGHT AND ETERNAL SOURCE OF CREATION, THE EGO CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT DARK CAVE, has no awareness of his own body, must reflect & reincarnate. Ego over sensational-awareness is a two-way bridge, male desires weakness of his own female and female desires power of her own male. 

As if the moon doesn't not produce any light of its own, unconscious-sensation has no life without ego, she is illusion created over my own consciousness by reflection until I AM HARNESS THE SELF AND ANNIHILATE EGO.

I could not enter Temple of Debod today all booked weeks ahead, reminding missing the Moon Temple in Machu-Picchu, but I still have pilgrimage to make and after coming back to Madrid I will try again.

Madrid is not a Rome, Paris or even Amsterdam, but I have been so thirsty for art, 4 h passes by like a blink of an eye in Prado. Tomorrow morning, I travel to Lisbon, but coming back at the end of my pilgrimage to fly back home.

Girona

What a day, sleepless night, 5 h Wizzair flight and I even cannot check in the hostel until pm 4:00. Hanging around drinking beer, too tired to perceive beauty of Girona, but why do we lose sensational-awareness when body exhausts?

There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness, stronger nervous system lighter the body and clearer perception, but the body wears out and her nervous system weakens unable to sustain the light of reflection. 

The unconscious reflection vs perception, one is darkness and another is light of a spiritual body consciousness. 

ONE CAN IMAGINE THOUSAND THINGS BY THE MIND BUT HAS TO EXPERIENCE BY THE BODY. The body is a vehicle of the mind, sensational-awareness for the self, but until I AM HER NERVOUS SYSTEM is strong to control my own dynamic force, experience unconsciously and lose free will.

Mind cannot come from nowhere, THINKING REQUIRES FIELD OF INFORMATION. The unconscious-sensation reflects random data. Conscious-persona controls the mind by education. 

Eternal self between two hands of a single nervous system of my spiritual body BEING RATIONAL & HABITUAL at the same time, on one hand unconsciously reflects and on the other opposes himself by personality. 

Girona Cathedral is ancient and beautiful, but can you imagine what was happening here from 11th to 17th centuries. Brutality of Spanish inquisition still haunts this medieval town...