Sunday, March 30, 2025

Lisbon

I arrived in Lisbon last night, one of the oldest cities in the world, cute, simple, beautiful and creative...

Body remembers and the mind thinks, but we have two bodies _ habitual reflections vs education. Good news is, unconscious-sensation and conscious-persona HAVE A SINGLE NERVOUS SYSTEM.

To become mind-aware must balance and reunite two hands of a spiritual body under a single will. Harmonization begins after the third eye activation and stronger I AM greater self-identification.

I buy credential in Lisbon Cathedral today, with ancient clock at its northern facade reminding God of Time, and instantly made my mind, I will start the pilgrimage from here in couple of days.

People advocate listening to the heart, but until two hands of a spiritual body harmonize the self is torn between day & night. On one hand, conscious-persona makes rules by education, and on the other unconscious-sensation reflects memory fields of habitual information, POWER OF ONE IS WEAKNESS OF ANOTHER.

Going to Sintra by train, hope the rain will stop on the way...

Tomorrow morning, I start my Camino on a rainy day, HARMONIZE YOUR BODY TO CONTROL THE MIND is the message...

Sunday, March 23, 2025

Madrid

Not missing my bus to Madrid was a magic, practicing attention of a spiritual body that experiences the world by physical senses. 

Rio hostel feels like a dark cave, I never been in a shit hole like this, but Madrid is interesting with beautiful buildings, museums and churches.

Cannot have enough of Cybele Fountain that has been standing in this emblematic square since 1782. One of the city’s most famous landmarks, Mother of the Gods and Roman Goddess of fertility atop a chariot drown by two lions.

As if female for male, the Matrix is external field for the self, but becomes internal as we identify our own sensation with it. TO DESIRE YOUR OWN SENSATION MUST PROJECT HER OUT and that is how what we call ego comes into existence, but to accept your sensation back is to annihilate desire and exit the Matrix.  

Ego over sensational-awareness is a two-way bridge, male desires weakness of his own female and female desires power of her own male, until they harmonize under a single will. THE EGO CANNOT EXIST BEYOND DARK CAVE, seeks for opposite sex and reincarnates self-awareness into gender personality.

I could not enter Temple of Debod today all booked weeks ahead, reminding missing the Moon Temple in Machu-Picchu, but I still have pilgrimage to make and after coming back to Madrid I will try again.

Madrid is not a Rome, Paris or even Amsterdam, but I have been so thirsty for art, 4 h passes by like a blink of an eye in Prado. Tomorrow morning, I travel to Lisbon, but coming back at the end of my pilgrimage to fly back home.

Thursday, March 20, 2025

Girona

What a day, sleepless night, 5 h Wizzair flight and I cannot check in the hostel until pm 4:00. Hanging around drinking beer, too tired to perceive beauty of Girona, but why do we lose sensational-awareness when body exhausts?

There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness, stronger nervous system lighter the body and clearer perception, but the body wears out and her nervous system weakens unable to sustain the light of reflection. 

The unconscious reflection vs perception, one is darkness and another is light of a spiritual body consciousness. 

ONE CAN IMAGINE THOUSAND THINGS BY THE MIND BUT HAS TO EXPERIENCE BY THE BODY. The body is a vehicle of the mind, sensational-awareness for the self, but until I AM HER NERVOUS SYSTEM is strong to control my own dynamic force, experience unconsciously and lose free will.

Mind cannot come from nowhere, IN ORDER TO THINK THERE MUST BE A FIELD OF INFORMATION. The unconscious-sensation reflects random data, conscious-persona controls the mind by education. Eternal self between two hands of a single nervous system of my spiritual body BEING RATIONAL & HABITUAL at the same time, on one hand unconsciously reflects and on the other opposes himself by personality. 

Girona Cathedral is ancient and beautiful, but can you imagine what was happening here from 11th to 17th centuries. Brutality of Spanish inquisition still haunts this medieval town...