Sunday, March 23, 2025

Madrid

Not missing my bus to Madrid was a magic, practicing attention of a spiritual body that experiences the world by physical senses. 

Rio hostel feels like a dark cave, but Madrid has beautiful buildings, museums and churches.

Cannot have enough of Cybele Fountain that has been standing in this emblematic square since 1782. One of the city’s most famous landmarks, Mother of the Gods and Roman Goddess of fertility.

As if female for male, the matrix is external for the self, but becomes internal as we identify our own consciousness with it. TO DESIRE YOUR OWN SENSATION MUST PROJECT HER OUT FIRST and that is how ego comes into existence, until I AM strong enough to annihilate desiring self.  

THE SELF IS UNIVERSAL LIGHT AND ETERNAL SOURCE OF CREATION, THE EGO CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT DARK CAVE, has no awareness of his own body, must reflect & reincarnate. Ego over sensational-awareness is a two-way bridge, male desires weakness of his own female and female desires power of her own male. 

As if the moon doesn't not produce any light of its own, unconscious-sensation has no life without ego, she is illusion created over my own consciousness by reflection until I AM HARNESS THE SELF AND ANNIHILATE EGO.

I could not enter Temple of Debod today all booked weeks ahead, reminding missing the Moon Temple in Machu-Picchu, but I still have pilgrimage to make and after coming back to Madrid I will try again.

Madrid is not a Rome, Paris or even Amsterdam, but I have been so thirsty for art, 4 h passes by like a blink of an eye in Prado. Tomorrow morning, I travel to Lisbon, but coming back at the end of my pilgrimage to fly back home.