Madrid

George Gurdjieff was right, until awareness is strong to harness desire, we do not have A SINGLE I, but become what we mind. I do not know who I AM until strong enough to sense myself.

Goddess Cybele ridding chariot of lions symbolizes power of sensational-awareness over the self, creator of the stars and mother of the world.

As if human nervous system becomes aware of her own body, galactic nervous system evolves to transmute collective darkness into self-aware light.

Christians believe God knows everything and they are right, supreme deity is the center brain of our Galaxy to stay aware of universal sensations. 

As if nervous system perceives and interprets sensations of a physical body, Galactic Center perceives her own body by celestial nervous system. Hence, by becoming self-aware we help her to makes more conscious connections to harmonize body/mind network.

HUMAN BRAIN IS AWARE OF A TOE, BUT A TOE IS NOT AWARE OF THE BRAIN, the same is true for Galactic Consciousness. Goddess is aware of humanity, but humanity is not aware of Goddess, if you hurt or hate someone, you are hurting the Universe.

By harnessing desire we make connection between heart & brain, by becoming self-aware we connect with the Galactic Brain, lighting up another conscious center within her nervous system. 

Today I am flying back to Kutaisi...

Day 40 Lires - Finisterre

Arrived in Finisterre ones again, walk up to the light house and watch the sunset, but for spiritual heart to beat, sensational-awareness must apply equal force for dynamic seed not to escapes the field.

THE RIGHT HAND PULLS IN, LEFT HAND ESCAPES BY DESIRE, sensational-awareness vs unconscious-emotion, churning ocean of milk, creating Amrita. 

Love transform into desire and becomes love again, negative & positive thoughts churning my heart to solidify the self.

Today ends my second pilgrimage to Santiago and I failed to embrace my female again, power of emotion over sensational-awareness deprives self-awareness putting her down, reflecting the world. 

She appears at the end of every pilgrimage to test my level of sensational-awareness, but until strong enough to overcome ego could not annihilate the self.

On one hand, female sensation makes male nervous system flexible and light and on the other male nervous system turns her conscious to direct the mind. DO NOT FEAR THE BLACK SNAKE, BUT ACCEPT AND EMBRACE TO KNOW THYSELF. 

Day 39 Muxia - Lires

The Temple of Muxia is open that is a good sigh, but as emotion escapes I lose consciousness of my body.

Weakness of nervous system reflects by unconscious-sensation, every thought creates magnetic string between the inner & outer fields. 

On the other hand, to reverse emotion by evolution of sensational-awareness is to recognize I AM THE SELF and annihilate shadows over true identity. 

Maybe the Matrix operates as training ground for celestial consciousness to become self-aware, but unfortunately people fear and ignore spiritual dimension.

Physical body is like a heavy suit spiritual body wears, LIGHT REFLECTING FROM THE EYES AND THE LIGHT OF ENLIGHTENMENT IS THE SAME LIGHT. Ego perceives himself in the MIRROR OF EXTERNAL WORLD, having no consciousness of its own body and the Matrix seems real until I AM harness desire.

Either I AM ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS makes connection and transmutes its own unconscious-sensation into self-awareness OR MINDS THE WORLD OVER HIS OWN BODY, but today I know myself, appreciate the Earth and accept the Matrix.

Day 38 Dumbria - Muxia

There is no body without the nervous system and the mind. POWER OF SENSATIONAL-AWARENESS DEFINES LEVEL OF INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS, and weaker I AM to sense myself more unconscious creation and rigid personality. 

Male nervous system becomes rational persona without female sensation and sensation habitual reflector without personality. 

To sense myself before creation, or at least divide attention between self-awareness and unconscious reflection must evolve nervous system to harmonize male/female under a single will.

Maybe churning the ocean of milk to produce Amrita the nectar of immortality is about silver & black snakes, conscious & unconscious, positive & negative minds. Rational persona vs unconscious-sensation as two hands of the same body, they pull into opposite directions until refine fire of desire into eternal light. 

Maybe the game of life is about purifying raw energy of Cosmic Ocean into love of enlightenment. Maybe evolution of a Galactic Body proceeds through human, lighting up another neuron star within her nervous system to increase connectivity of Universal Brain.

Muxia message is simple, DO NOT IGNORE UNCONSCIOUS-SENSATION OR YOU WILL LOSE CREATIVE IMAGINATION, but activate face and reintegrate.

Day 37 Olveiroa - Dumbria

As if physical body dreams, the self must think about what his unconscious-sensation feels, but IGNORING DESIRE CUTS CONNECTION AND LOSES CREATIVITY. 

Two hands of a spiritual body harmonize at the heart and merge at the third eye, but I AM must lose self-awareness in order to experience life. 

THERE MUST BE A GOLDEN CENTER BETWEEN EXPERIENCE & EXPERIENCED, ON ONE HAND TO SENSE AND ON THE OTHER TO STAY AWARE OF TRUE IDENTITY.

To make connection between two hemispheres of a brain instead of opposition and judging is to accept and enjoy experiences of life, until they annihilate and I AM loughs about the dream of life.

If creative imagination is coming from unconscious-sensation to become self-aware is to create consciously, and perhaps that's how Goddess manifests the worlds OVER HER OWN BODY.

THE UNIVERSE IS THE BODY OF GODDESS and her brain is at the center of our Galaxy.

Day 36 Vilaserio - Olveiroa

I had interesting dream last night about 7 garages at the backyard of our apartment. Something seemed wrong with the third one, but they were fixing it, others wide open. 

I enter apartment building and long broken lift has been just fixed and secure to use again. Soddenly my mother joins in young and beautiful form and we raise together.

The dream was so clear and precise I woke up at night knowing it was about chakras and something must be wrong with the third one. Manipura, fire of unconscious desire, solar plexus blacking the way, otherwise sensation could raise up to the self and come down to Earth without resistance by will.

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness. Enlightenment's shine as we sense the self and reunite conscious/unconscious under a single will, but to experience something other than yourself must reflect by imagination over your own field. THE UNCONSCIOUS-SENSATION IS ORIGINAL SELF-AWARENESS INTO STATE OF REFLECTION, I AM losing self-identification under unconscious imagination, unable to retain true identity.

The most important is to realize, THE SELF REFLECTS AND CREATES OVER HIS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS, until regains sensation and awakes from dream of life. Self-identification is freedom of the mind and if I AM THE SELF is strong enough to control reflection, consciously experiences desired reality.

Day 35 Negreira - Vilaserio

Tonight I AM staying in old charming house of Casa Vella albergue, and tomorrow will reach Olveiroa hopefully...

As if dreaming male above ocean of life THE SELF IS LOSING HIS BODY CONSCIOUSNESS by entering the Matrix. The male is unconscious-mind without the body and female is unconscious-body without the mind, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and harmonize.

I AM NERVOUS SYSTEM OF MY SPIRITUAL BODY connecting two hemispheres of the brain, until male/female balance under a single will.

What is sensational-awareness, asking myself all the time, but the word itself explains everything.

The sensational-awareness is when you are aware of your own sensations, impossible without harnessing the self and the mind. Climax of sensational-awareness is enlightenment to transmute desiring self into love light, but if unconscious-emotion creates sensations, evolution of sensational-awareness consciously decides what to experience and how. Does not matter what you sense if you are aware, I AM SENSATION controls emotion by freedom of perception.

There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness that's why it is so difficult to achieve. Either unconscious self creates bodily sensations or sensational-awareness utilizes desire and controls the mind. 

AS IF MALE COULD NOT ENLIGHTEN EXTERNAL FEMALE, the self creates eternal desire by entering the Moon Cave, but what you chose if master the art of reflection, exit the matrix or continue to experience yourself by will?

Day 34 Santiago - Negreira

Trekking to Negreira today, 6 years have passed since my first Pilgrimage and I recognize everything...

I AM self-aware spirit is born by Universal Low of Evolution, as lotus flower from the mud, individual raises from unconscious humanity.

Every time desire prevails remember, you have two hands, do not let unconscious-mind dominate and if light escapes try to observe. 

ELECTRICITY DISCHARGE LOOKS LIKE A DRAGON and this is very interesting, because I AM catches the crocodile by the self after the third eye activates. The dynamic self reflects sensational field, but she has a magnetic nervous system and stronger it is more emotion reintegrates until I AM masters desire and awakes.

The magnetic field reflects by unconscious-mind, every thought is a two-way bridge, power of outgoing force equals weakness of receptive. 

Regardless fragility of consciousness, human psyche remains whole and at the end do not lose anything, only need is EVOLUTION OF SENSATIONAL-AWARENESS TO TRANSMUTE UNCONSCIOUS-MIND INTO SELF-AWARENESS and awake.

Day 31-33 Santiago

I have underestimated Santiago Cathedral last time, Temple of Jupiter was standing here in Roman times, but symbolism of the main alter is amazing.

Male on the horse in the middle of two females holding a sword portrays spiritual polarity. 

The sward is word, single nervous system of a spiritual body polarizes by the unconscious-mind, but I AM both to make connection and reunite.

I use to see the self as perfect being waiting for consciousness return, but he represents CAUSAL BODY OF DESIRE and annihilates as I AM awakes from the dream we call life. Less durable magnetic nervous system more aggressive ego and darker the body, stronger expands light of the heart, reintegrates the self and GRADUATES FROM THE MATRIX.

Two hands of the same consciousness have a single heart and mind, weakness of self-awareness reflects by unconscious-sensation, spiritual alchemy begins by opening and gradually strengthening the third eye. 

Day 31 Teo - Santiago

As I see Santiago Cathedral from a distance my heart starts etching, clearly perceiving two poles of my nervous system, conscious & unconscious having a single identity.

The unconscious-sensation reincarnates the level of self-awareness into conscious-personality, weaker I AM to purify the heart darker she is. 

Every desire transforms original nervous system into something else and sustains certain image, until I AM being strong enough to harness essence and enlighten reunited field.

Every desire alters consciousness, but whatever I become are only images created by unconscious reflection, weaker essence-awareness more habitual manifestation, wilder mother and rigid personality.

THE SPIRITUAL HEART IS DARK & LIGHT, sensation falls and emotion raise. The heart of diseased must be as lite as feather, the original consciousness must reintegrate and annihilate ego to refine the self and exit the Matrix.

Day 30 O Pino - Teo

Enlightenment is pure field of love and freedom of the will, creation and experience happens at the same time, but strong nervous system does not fear experience, able to restore equilibrium by will. 

Stronger I AM to harness emotion, more sensational-awareness and greater creative imagination to find balance between body-consciousness & unconscious-mind.

As if the seed raises from the soil and female gives birth, THE UNCONSCIOUS-SENSATION IS NATURALLY CREATIVE, but to become sensationally aware and control manifestation is to consciously create your own reality. 

THE MALE MANIFEST CREATIVE POTENTIAL OF HIS OWN FEMALE CONSCIOUSNESS by the unconscious-mind, but stronger becomes more beautiful design.

Difficult to believe reincarnation is voluntary, we experience this world unconsciously, but having consciousness to open and evolve until know thyself and free the mind.

It is impossible to become aware of unconscious-sensation she represents emotional domination over the field, but only by evolution of self-awareness she raises to the heart and confers true identity. The left hand of a black snake raises by strengthening the right hand of a silver snake as two hemispheres of a single brain.

Day 29 Caldas de Reis - O Pino

Eternal consciousness dreams the world, fears death and tries to survive, but to annihilate desiring self and perceive pure I AM is to understand illusory nature of the Matrix. 

Either desiring self manipulates his own sensation by desire or evolution of consciousness senses the self and masters fire. 

The unconscious-sensation and her reincarnation is like a diving suit for I AM to experience physical dimension. Emotions, sensations and the mind belong to her, but attachments with material pleasures deprives us from knowing I AM A PURE CONSCIOUSNESS before the Matrix.

Pay attention to the mind, because EACH & EVERY THOUGHT REFLECTS FREQUENCY OF THE BODY, stronger I AM to balance male/female within, sharper attention and better control over the mind. 

To ignore existing frequency of an astral body is to be stuck in habitual behaviors of the past, but awake and reintegrate to know spiritual heart, being present.