As I see Santiago Cathedral from a distance my heart starts etching, clearly perceiving two poles of my nervous system, conscious & unconscious having a single identity.
The unconscious-sensation reincarnates the level of self-awareness into conscious-personality, weaker I AM to purify the heart darker she is.
Every desire transforms original nervous system into something else and sustains certain image, until I AM being strong enough to harness essence and enlighten reunited field.
Every desire alters consciousness, but whatever I become are only images created by unconscious reflection, weaker essence-awareness more habitual manifestation, wilder mother and rigid personality.
THE SPIRITUAL HEART IS DARK & LIGHT, sensation falls and emotion raise. The heart of diseased must be as lite as feather, the original consciousness must reintegrate and annihilate ego to refine the self and exit the Matrix.