Friday, May 9, 2025

Day 36 Vilaserio - Olveiroa

I had interesting dream last night about 7 garages at the backyard of our apartment. Something seemed wrong with the third one, but they were fixing it, others wide open. 

I enter apartment building and long broken lift has been just fixed and secure to use again. Suddenly my mother appears in young and beautiful form and we raise together.

The dream was so clear and precise I woke up at night knowing it was about chakras and something must be wrong with the third one. Manipura, fire of unconscious desire, solar plexus blacking the way, otherwise sensation could raise up to the self and come down to earth without resistance by will.

There is no self-awareness without sensational-awareness, until I AM senses the self and reunites conscious/unconscious under a single will, but to experience something other than yourself must reflect by imagination over your own body. I AM LOSING SELF-AWARENESS BY UNCONSCIOUS IMAGINATION, unable to retain true identity.

THE SELF REFLECTS AND CREATES OVER HIS OWN CONSCIOUSNESS UNCONSCIOUSLY, until regains sensation and awakes from dream of life.