Arrived in Finisterre ones again, walk up to the light house and watch the sunset, but for spiritual heart to beat, sensational-awareness must apply equal force for dynamic seed not to escapes the field.
THE RIGHT HAND PULLS IN, LEFT HAND ESCAPES BY DESIRE, sensational-awareness vs unconscious-emotion, churning ocean of milk, creating Amrita.
Love transform into desire and becomes love again, negative & positive thoughts churning my heart to solidify the self.
Today ends my second pilgrimage to Santiago and I failed to embrace my female again, power of emotion over sensational-awareness deprives self-awareness putting her down, reflecting the world.
She appears at the end of every pilgrimage to test my level of sensational-awareness, but until strong enough to overcome ego could not annihilate the self.
On one hand, female sensation makes male nervous system flexible and light and on the other male nervous system turns her conscious to direct the mind. DO NOT FEAR THE BLACK SNAKE, BUT ACCEPT AND EMBRACE TO KNOW THYSELF.