Tonight I AM staying in old charming house of Casa Vella albergue, and tomorrow will reach Olveiroa hopefully...
As if dreaming male above ocean of life THE SELF IS LOSING HIS BODY CONSCIOUSNESS by entering the Matrix. The male is unconscious-mind without the body and female is unconscious-body without the mind, but they have a single nervous system to make connection and harmonize.
I AM NERVOUS SYSTEM OF MY SPIRITUAL BODY connecting two hemispheres of the brain, until male/female balance under a single will.
What is sensational-awareness, asking myself all the time, but the word itself explains everything.
The sensational-awareness is when you are aware of your own sensations, impossible without harnessing the self and the mind. Climax of sensational-awareness is enlightenment to transmute desiring self into love light, but if unconscious-emotion creates sensations, evolution of sensational-awareness consciously decides what to experience and how. Does not matter what you sense if you are aware, I AM SENSATION controls emotion by freedom of perception.
There is no sensational-awareness without the light of consciousness that's why it is so difficult to achieve. Either unconscious self creates bodily sensations or sensational-awareness utilizes desire and controls the mind.
AS IF MALE COULD NOT ENLIGHTEN EXTERNAL FEMALE, the self creates eternal desire by entering the Moon Cave, but what you chose if master the art of reflection, exit the matrix or continue to experience yourself by will?