Yesterday, I suffered heavy wind and rain, trekking through muddy fields most of the time, thinking someone must be cursing me, but thanks god my shoes survived, at the end I had to take a bus to Vila Franca and train to Santarem.
My feet are fool of blisters and my body aches, but I do not regret to start my pilgrimage in Lisbon, otherwise I would miss mysterious Santarem, one of those towns I sense connection with previous lives.
I stay with old cute couple in Pension Coimbra, smelling like 18th century. Tomorrow I trek to Golega, but why we do not remember our past lives?
THE BODY EXPERIENCES AND NERVOUS SYSTEM KNOWS, BUT FOR CONSCIOUS MEMORY BODY-AWARENESS IS NECESSARY. We remember present life events, because we are aware of a physical body, but unaware of previous lives stored in unconscious-sensation.
As if physical body awakes from dream, the self awakes as sensation returns, remembers who he is and loughs about the dream we call life.
Gender persona & the self have a single nervous system and the mind, but until I AM strong to make connection and annihilate ego, must alternate between life & death, day & night.